Based on his looks, he's undoubtly happy. So i was happy too.LOL
Life's been tough these weeks, and of course part of the reasons was , well, Adeline lo. I had to admit that i was really a nerd in handling relationship stuffs, and real jerk sometimes when it comes to let go of something. But what can i do? I was always serious about her and giving her everything in order to keep us going. She don't want pressure, then i take all the burden for her. She don't like my way of attitudes, i changed for her. Everything wasn't perfect but i'm always willing to improve for her... Until she suddenly announced that she has no feelings for a long time. My heart broke. Not because what she did, but because of what she didn't. I didn't saw this coming and i don't think we should end like this. It's been nearly a month and everyday i'm still wondering why, what is the reason she chosed this? Sigh.... ok, enough about her. Just pray lo... Seems impossible for a miracle between us, how can she ever come back ne? ..Well, most of my life's experience has taught me about seeing how God made the impossible into the possible. I can't say to have her coming back is what God will do but so far untill now, it's still what i wanted to believe in.
Osh! Time to move on!! Yeah, i agree, but i will disagree if you say that move on is only about letting go and give up of something in our life, why can't it be moving on with a little faith and hope for the toughest moment? I move on with hope. You?
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