Friday, May 22, 2009

The Initiation

19th May 2009.
I was on my way to Kuching for the first big step in my music career.
The airport was crowded, long queued with people to Kuching.

AK6547, the plane i was boarding. I've been travelling with plane quite few times already, but somehow this time, the plane feels different for me. I use to board it to fly from one spot to another, now i board it to fly for my dream.













After a slight nap in the plane, the voice of the landing notification woke me up. And set in front of my eyes were the International Airport of Kuching.


It's like racing with the time when i reached the terminal, rushing to get my guitar and find my grandfather's brother.



They brought me back to their warm and nice little house and arranged a room for me. It was my cousin's bedroom. Cosy and tidy. Had a long conversation with both my "grand uncle and auntie" that night. Likewise, elder's advise is the best. I learnt a lot.


20th May 2009. The main event. The audition was held at The Grand Continental hotel which my grand uncle told me that his car was intruded when he was there to entertain my father's arrival to Kuching. Bad Security.
Back to topic, i was there and just realised that there was a paper test. It was awful, i did 80% of it, with my eyes closed. They asked who is the director of a certain theater... er... how are we suppose to know? Asked the other candidates after that, none of them knows..

Here's the candidates. Not all enrolled in music, some are in other departments.
The one with the guitar is from Marudi, Cassie. His name.


If there would be distinctive students in near future, these 3 should most probably in the list. From Left, Jeremiah, excellent guitar player. Middle, don't know his name, and base on his looks i believe you know that he's in acting department. Talented actor i must say. Right, Atiq. Charming malay who has nice voice but was suggested to take acting, don't know why.
These will be my colleague, if i were to enter the school...

After the tiring interview, of course i am hungry. And grand auntie prepared wonderful lunch for me. =)


Later on the afternoon, grand uncle brought me to The Spring, which i heard was the largest mall in Kuching. No bad.





Grand uncle insisted to treat me a dinner, so he brought us to eat beef noodle.





The front view of The Spring.



This is the best picture of my grand uncle and aunt. =P Let's keep them a mystery



The Sheraton Hotel that Chin Pek Kin said to be build in Miri.


The Scenery of KIA. Don't get me wrong, not Killed In Action, it's Kuching International Airport.





Look what i've found. No way i'm missing this one. I'm still on my journey in tasting Sundae cone from all around the world.



Took this pic for the view at the first place. Then she popped out in my camera, adding embelishment to my picture.

Lastly, a sudden event during my flight back. Look who's on the plane with me?

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

战友复活

今天要去古晋了。昨晚家人就叫我把“宝剑”给挖出来。
宝剑放在储藏室里,沉睡了一段日子。终于是时候,复活了。
真没想到,在步上梦想的第一大步,还是我的初吉他和我同阵。

Ibanez 古迹吉他

经过了一时辰的重整,加上奶奶和妈妈的协助之下,我的宝剑复活了。
一幅陈旧的壳,焕然一新,将与我再一次并肩作战!
它是我的战友。



待会就要起程了。前面的路我不清楚,但我知道,我的上帝最清楚了。
今天,灵修时听到他和我说,“去吧,不要怕,我必与你同在,直到世界的末了。”
这是安慰。有了这么一句话,我就不怕了。有主与同在,一定美好。

期待我的下篇,“归启”









Friday, May 15, 2009

515

Yesterday was A Boon's Birthday. I sponsor him go KFC. It's his choice, coz i don't have interest in KFC's food. But, as long as the " Birthday groom" is happy, me ok lo, haha.
Based on his looks, he's undoubtly happy. So i was happy too.LOL
Life's been tough these weeks, and of course part of the reasons was , well, Adeline lo. I had to admit that i was really a nerd in handling relationship stuffs, and real jerk sometimes when it comes to let go of something. But what can i do? I was always serious about her and giving her everything in order to keep us going. She don't want pressure, then i take all the burden for her. She don't like my way of attitudes, i changed for her. Everything wasn't perfect but i'm always willing to improve for her... Until she suddenly announced that she has no feelings for a long time. My heart broke. Not because what she did, but because of what she didn't. I didn't saw this coming and i don't think we should end like this. It's been nearly a month and everyday i'm still wondering why, what is the reason she chosed this? Sigh.... ok, enough about her. Just pray lo... Seems impossible for a miracle between us, how can she ever come back ne? ..Well, most of my life's experience has taught me about seeing how God made the impossible into the possible. I can't say to have her coming back is what God will do but so far untill now, it's still what i wanted to believe in.
Osh! Time to move on!! Yeah, i agree, but i will disagree if you say that move on is only about letting go and give up of something in our life, why can't it be moving on with a little faith and hope for the toughest moment? I move on with hope. You?


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Monday, May 11, 2009

Decided.

That's it. I've decided.
I'm soory everyone...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Courage

"Courage is a special kind of knowledge; the knowledge of how to fear what ought to be feared and how not to fear what ought not to be feared."

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Sunny Day


My day has been raining for years.
I miss the sunlight.
Can anyone help me?
I want to get out from here.

Just when i said these
The clouds opens up
A trace of light gazed on me
Is it finally over?
I spread my hands to grasp
Where is my friend?
Who wants to be my friend?
Will you grasp my hand?

The sky is blue now
The field is green
My eyes are red
But i really feel great
I wish i understand
What the winds has to say
For this great sunny day
For this moment we share

I will wait for you
Maybe there is one day
I can hear you say again
What you used to say

Life is not a game
That's too cheap to say
Life is a gift
You live it everyday

Well, It's time to lay
I have so much to say
But He is always there
And be my sunny day.

Alone and pure

I am alone. Not physically, but mentally.

And it's been years since then. I don't really understand why no one could come into my space, my heart and link up with me. Is it me too hard to approach? Is it me who's closing the door? Or is it because no one realise what i am inside.

Honestly, i'm sick of being "superman" in front of people. Sometimes i wonder, why can't i make mistakes? Why can i be like the rest and show my weaknesses? .....................

There, lost my words again. Everytime when i wanted to share how i feel inside, i'm always stuck, knowing how people will response to all this by simply ignoring me and ask me not to think so much.

Am i thinking so much or i'm being too honest with myself?


I just watched this drama i'm currently after, . It's a Japanese drama about politics, yeah, it'd be kinda odd if you say i'm interested in politics, but what attracts me about this drama was never about politics. It's about how it reminds me of what i once was.

Pure.

Look around you, how many people could be like this in the world today? Are you yourself being a pure person?
Ok, then here comes all those response again, "You cannot be simple and pure today anymore, or you'll get cheated." "Humans are evil.." " That's how life is." Bla bla bla bla.... Why is it so easy for us to find reasons to remain the same and get polluted, but found it so hard to realise how simple we should be?

Is it true that living a pure life is a disadvantage? Or you just don't want to let go of things in your life?
We should change the world, not being changed by the world.

Sigh...... I miss the old me.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Updates

Been a long time since i didn't update. Haha.. Too busy. Well, here it goes, roughly through the times.

Yek Yek is coming to Shao Tuan le. Made friends with people and hopefully he'll enjoy to stay. =)



And then, mum's shop was closed. Due to some stupid emart rules that we decided not to give into, and there, they kicked us out. ( seriously, if you know the whole story, u'll know how stupid emart is.) Well, here's the last look on our shop.


We weren't upset though. =) Instead, because of not having to open the shop, Dad now has more time concentrating in his video editing and the customers are coming in fast! Thank God. But mom and dad still planning to open another shop in future, haha. Oh, below is when were done moving out, we went to the Thai restaurant for dinner. Dad went to toilet when i took this. =P



This month, i bought myself new RAM! It's the corsair's CGM2X2G800. I bought 4GB, and it's 800mhz. Looks very nice and works well fine =) By the way, if u don't know, Corsair is one of the best gaming RAM competting with Crucial.



And let's not forget my cute little cat aye? Linki!!! hahaha... still as usual. Bad fighter, Great eater.
On the 15th of this May, i'm going to Halo to sing again. Only it's not with SnL. This time i'm joining Carlos's colleague. Well... just want to get more experience.. Pray for me if you will. I'm lack of self confident recently.. and i really meant lack. By the way, the other singer is fantastic.


An art for my guit.


Took this before the first night i was about to go serve the fellowship in Khidmat Negara. Love it.

Here's how the service in NS looks like:
admire these volunteered teens, they were great. Hope more teens could be like them, dare to serve.








Next week we're going to share gospel to them. Please pray too =)
Well, that's all. God bless!