Lonely singing.

I was singing.....

and they were listening.... in mute

the silence... made me realize

how lonely i am..... that no one is there to sing with me..


It was full of noise & laughter before i entered.

everyone is singing with each other

but as i sang my first song.....

it was but a silence.


i took a quick leave after my 3rd song,
a leave that was taken in an awkward silence.


Because my voice surprised people?

that may be the optimistic side of view.

But no more....

after so many years...

only to realize that it's the other way around.


i am like a freak.

i may be somebody..... and that somebody means nobody is beside me.

nobody is in the same world i am in.

i have be walking alone for years

watching laughters as if i am of the same world...

what a deception i made to myself.....



Thank you... for making me realize...

that for all these 10 over years...

i still haven't got anyone, who is able to sing with me.. in my world.





Thus,

i am a very lonely man.