The Year of Him.

I remember that day i said,
" This year is going to be a tough year"


and yes it is.


Got into a fraud right when 2012 starts.
and bla bla bla bla~~


Things just getting serious and serious.
Now that i have debts piling up, rental support that's going to cut off on Jun,
Lost my Library performance job without even starting,
and while Valentine's Day is just around the corner,
the girl i liked seems to be falling for other guy, again! haha


Is this going to get worse?


erm...... Yeah? :D


But i'm different now~


I've come to realize that it has been far too long since i live in my own way, 
how saying i believe in God's lead was just a lie,
in fact,
i was climbing to the top of my world, and proclaim myself the captain.


haha, for 3 years,


3 years i was this stupid.
Thinking of being too smart that i could outrun the Life itself.


and, there i was, being overrun by Life itself, taking all the shame to myself~






What can i say?


I was completely saved by God again. It wasn't anything that i did!
It all began when God speaks to me through Jeremy Lin.
who most people would called him the First and Legendary Asian NBA player of history.


I, would call him, the children of God =)


God has amazing ways of working things out, it may be different in a unique way everytime, but it definitely ends well ALL THE TIME!


my life now,
takes on a whole new principle,
" Let God be in every moment of my life, every of them."


surrendering,
Now i really understand what it means.
i dare not to say completely though, there's more to learn~


But i am certainly glad that i've learnt this much so far =)


God Bless you all my fellow readers, my friends, praying for you all every night. Shalom. :D