Fragile

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank You for loving me, and being where i could reach You..

Dad,
I have come to this place again...lying in uncertainties, kneeling down empty handed.
Life had me trembling again..
And just when i thought it couldn't get any worse,
i fell into the same old pithole.. where miserable strikes as usual.

Father,

I am fragile.
At this very moment, i could shatter just by any minute..
But I know it was all You, that i haven't yet.

You know what i want.
But what's more is that You know,
that I know You know how i might never get what i wanted.
And that,
was never meant to be a pleasant emotion..

God,
This is why i pray,
for wisdom to choose... for courage to act
for will to endure...for faith to see.

I really wish that this could be the end of the chasing journey... =/

In Jesus Christ's name i pray, Amen.