Smiles.

It takes one smile.
One smile, to make the world around you change.

It's not a weapon.
But it penetrates deeper more than any bullet.
Perhaps,
It's a choice.

and Everyday,
we wake up with a choice to begin with.
Whether considering how tough today will be,
or considering how thankful we are that God gives another day.

Consequences,
are always based on the choice of our reaction.
It's the principle that i believed
It's the way i chose to live.

Give or take.
Love or hate.
Confront or escape.
Remember or forget.

You make a choice,
And you should never look back.

I've made my choice.
I've promised to give my life to God.
I've chosed to sacrifice.
I did what seems to be irrational.
I made the choice to be here in this circumstance today.

I,
singulary,
are responsible for everything.

If there is one thing that i would like to change about me,
i wish,
i had greater strength to love those who i cherish and protect the ones i love.

I was weak yesterday.
It was bad day. And i did a bad job.
I prayed while i was back at the van.
I prayed earlier while i was sitting at the empty horse stage.
I prayed while i was walking through the bushes.

And kids running towards me. playing around me.
i looked at them. Heart was heavy. but then, hey, they deserve to be happy.
carried them at my back. we spinned. they're laughin, my head was spinnin.
we sat on a rock. looking over to the tower. we found a spider web line.
i was carrying an emotional burden back then. but hey, they're happy. it's what matters.

So..
i guess,
sometimes the more important smiles, are on other's face.