To Realise

God's promptings always line up with His Word - even when they don't line up with your ideas.

Today i had my usual daily devotion and saw this. Yeah, for me, it is a challenge and a leap of faith. I admit that for the past few years i've been ignoring God's voice over some things... could be most of the things. It's a shame i didn't listened to Him, if i were to, maybe today i'm not how i am now, i could be better not worse. I know... now is never too late to be turn back and i am turning back, it's... it's just that i lost things when i chose not to listen. Had my lessons..

It's been a long time but to me it's like a blink of an eye, everything happened so fast and i didn't even realise that my faith is getting weaker...Oh Father, thank You for not letting me go, if You were to let go, who knows how worse i could be.. without You, i am nothing.

It's always like that in my life, i fall then i realise important lessons. But i usually lost somehting along the way. I.... don't want to recall what i've lost, but i want to work it out now, i don't want to kept being like this, not anymore, the pain is overwhelming enough, enough for me to learn my lesson. Now, i'm praying hard everyday and do whatever i can to drive myself back on the road, despite how hard it's going to be, i must not fail. That's what i kept telling myself now. I remembered once there's this movie slogan that says like this

If you don't stand for something, you'll fall on everything

That's totally correct! It's what Jesus is trying to tell us too! In this world, if we don't stand our ground, our ground in God's truth, we'd fall on anything in this world. Works, Study, Money, Busy Lifes, etc, there's so many things out there is trying to pull us out from our ground everyday! That's why it's called the spiritual war, you can't see, but it's going on every single day.

I'm aware of that before but it is now then i realise how serious this could be. That's why i have to get up and humble down in front of God.. follow and listen to Him every moment... God Bless Everyone. =)