你选择留下什么?

部落格，
是一本厚厚的日记，
记载着回忆，
放映着过去。


你不会知道，
未来什么时候会翻开，
更不知道会被谁翻开

是黑是白，还是灰？
你的部落格用什么代表色？

今天，我拥有选择
可以写不开心的事，
但考虑了一番过后，
我选择不把它记载。

因为，
我听过一个故事，

把快乐的事写在石头上
让它流传千古年，
把不快的事写在沙滩上，
让它随风被吹散。

所以，
这个属于你的空间，
你会选择留下的是什么呢？

Life, and where it takes.

It's been a couple of years,

since those days are gone.

You never know where life could take you,

and that's the beauty of life.

Been trying to give as much as i could,

learning as deep as possible,

caring as long as possible,

for i understand that the great happiness,

comes from putting self aside for others.

Though there are times i felt lonely,

solitary has taken its seat beside me.

There are, times when i hope i am shared,

as i have kept this largest portion of love,

for the one i'll find her special.

But you can't just force it, can you?

So here i am,

still the same old me, for this part.

Even so,

I'm grateful for the other parts of me

no longer withheld by the same old.

Thus,

Another departing from the harbor

anxiously awaiting the next turn of life

for whatever it will lead to

I'm content enough to believe,

It's all in God's hand. 

难道

时常，会有人跑来问我：

“明竑，你可以做我的鼓手吗？”

“明竑，这星期可以打吉他吗？”

“明竑，你可以打贝斯吗？”




我都会笑笑地回答说：

“难道我可以说不要吗？”








其实，

每一次，我都是认真的.....

尾声

不知不觉，6 个月的微电影制作就快到尾声了。


现在的我，全速卖命地在赶最后的剪接。

完美主义又作怪，现在也变成了国宝之一。


感谢上帝，来到了这里

到时，慰劳一下大家，

希望这会是一个永远难忘的回忆。



*我写得很快，没有修辞，因为我还要继续赶剪接。  @.@

Drifter

或许不该 太依赖现在

自由身

已经不关我的事了～～～～


看穿了，想过了，熬过了，

如今恢复自由身了。


妳的伤心，眷恋，什么啊什么等，

都不关我的事了。

很明显地避开我，对我不公平，

我也回妳一样的表现咯～

不过妳人很怪，在人家面前却装若无其事，跟我装熟

我倒懒得奉陪，不让还要打扫那些问号。


自从

被妳冷漠推开的时候，我明白了，

我再也没有必要浪费光阴在妳身上。



最后一个了，教会里的姐妹，

之前还抱一些希望，呵呵，


看来上帝说， 我给你的，不在这里，出去吧～～～

《永恒的爱》 预告片

终于出炉了。

昨晚做到凌晨三四点，终于能够准时面世了。


接下来，

才是真正的考验。


阿爸，

看袮表演了，呵呵。

跃蓝，再

啊...

来说明一下，上次说要离开的事吧～

其实，说穿了

是我觉得枯燥了。

圈子越来越小，世界越来越窄小。

融洽，固然是好，

只是，开始觉得我脚步不再前进了。

外面的世界很辽阔，

总觉得，还有许多事等待我去寻找

梦想，理想，爱情，冒险

日复一日，让我感觉好似被落跑在后一样，

陆续消失在前头。

曾经，

我是那么自然地流浪。

如今，

离开这抉择不再了然。

我当然还爱这个家，爱着大家...

只是，不禁会想..

是不是时候，

要再次放手翱翔了...?

Nothing.

The reason i do what i do,

is because it is the best thing i could do.

It's quite strange that i'm doing what i'm doing,

pretending to be someone i'm so used to be.


Maybe i was wrong,

thinking that i could handle this.

handle being a stranger to you,

handle the fact that i have to stay away in order to avoid worsen your burden

handle the pain that i have to constantly lying to myself




most of all,

handle being around you seeing you like this but will never be able to aid you.



I'm nothing.

probably was just another bug around you.

呵呵， 可能有一些人有吓到。 抱歉我没有详细说明～～ 其实， 离开的原因， 是因为孩子准备让自己能够

秘密

既然都写在这里了，

就不叫做秘密了，

更不应该命名叫秘密，

但是，

如果不写出来的话，

就不该命名为秘密啦，

这样会非常不像话，

所以还是选择这题目吧...

好...

元归正题。

我....

其实有这想法一阵子了.....

明年，

不知何时，

我想.......

离开康乐教会..

滤油

呕～

王叔太雷客～

煤油星琴下比～～

说依旧降纸落～～

湾岸～

靠边站

我只是好心 offer 我的帮助罢了，

是谁想太多，我就不知道了。

自己选择无谓的逞强，然后又自己说委屈，

我倒是没有看到那个意义。

不过，我说了就算，

伸出了手，被推开，

我就会靠边站的。

请别说我铁石心肠，

Grow up please.

沙滩

熟悉的声音，

熟悉的味道，

熟悉的温度，

这是我的家—— 沙滩。

回来了，

才明了，

曾经澎湃的年少，

今天成长了不少。

静静地，

最后一口呼吸

再次记录海洋的味道

然后重新出发

感谢袮，阿爸。

回到袮的怀抱，

感觉最好。

Work.Save.Share.Believe

Outside my office window, the squirrels are in a race against winter to bury their acorns in a safe, accessible place. Their commotion amuses me. An entire herd of deer can go through our back yard and not make a sound, but one squirrel sounds like an invasion.

The two creatures are different in another way as well. Deer do not prepare for winter. When the snow comes they eat whatever they can find along the way (including ornamental shrubs in our yard). But squirrels would starve if they followed that example. They would be unable to find suitable food.

The deer and the squirrel represent ways that God cares for us. He enables us to work and save for the future, and He meets our need when resources are scarce. As the wisdom literature teaches, God gives us seasons of plenty so that we can prepare for seasons of need (Prov. 12:11). And as Psalm 23 says, the Lord leads us through perilous places to pleasant pastures.

Another way that God provides is by instructing those with plenty to share with those in need (Deut. 24:19). So when it comes to provision, the message of the Bible is this: Work while we can, save what we can, share what we can, and trust God to meet our needs.

Thank You, Lord, for the promise that You will
meet our needs. Help us not to fear or doubt.
We’re grateful that You’re watching over us
and that our cries for help reach Your ear.

Our needs will never exhaust God’s supply.

When i had my seat on my office desk today,

a sudden thought flashes in my mind,

What will it be like, if i would move to U.S one day?

Then an old companion asked me,

BIG plan, Is it possible?

With all the questions, wandering inside my head,

i begin to start my devotion for today,

and what i've read, seem to be just the answer to all the questions.

Bible said :

God gives us seasons of plenty so that we can prepare for seasons of need (Prov. 12:11)

so where i am now? plenty or need?

have i managed my finance well?

have i helped anyone whose in need?

have i stock up enough to give?

I believe in preparing well as part of our responsibility,

then leave the unreachable in God's reign.

Like the written:

Work while we can, save what we can, share what we can, and trust God to meet our needs.

爱，很简单

或许和陶喆说的那样，

以前的我，常常表演这首歌，却不明白它的意思。

但现在，我明白了。


爱，其实很简单。

What have i done....

to make you treat me like this...?

蜡烛

对我来说，

 你们脸上露出的笑容， 是我最大的赏赐。

























“蜡烛不烧，就没办法照亮”

七天后

七天后，

终于，

可以看见公公婆婆了，

可以和期盼已久的亲戚们相聚，

可以看见曾经那么年幼的小瓜们长大了。

那几天，

将会是我最珍贵的几天。

回家，

感觉真好。