终于

终于.......回来了。
现在的感觉，不知如何形容。不知道是太多话想说，还是没有话说。
不过，进来看到我的过去，真让我回忆了许多宝贵的恩典之路。

恩~~好吧，就先介绍我的新内人，^_^

这是AXL Mayhem shadow. RM900. 从今以后，就拿着两把吉他走天下了。

说到走天下，当然要报告一下学校生活。恩.....
收获绝对是丰富的，但都是千辛万苦换取的。
下面是考Wayang Kulit时候拍的。

在教会呢，非常喜乐，每一次都会觉得在上帝里面团契是最棒的事，这都会是我美好的回忆。=)

好吧，慢点再写写吧。God Bless everyone！ =）

啊，顺便介绍一下，下面的手，是我弟弟。

一碟经济饭菜，两set roti kosong。预算5块钱。这，就是我的每日饮食。

一个月可能三百，食物尽量160块，100拿来存，剩下奉献还有做别的事。





有的时候是很痛苦，但有的时候很爽，好像在演一部穷浪子的戏那样。





存钱，只为了，花钱，当然。


就是她，我的目标。



如果没有错的话啦。

面对

记得有人问过我，你不会尴尬吗？
我说，我不想逃避。
我心里知道，逃避面对就不会有尴尬的场面出现，我也能很自由自在地过我的生活。然而，我更知道，这是天大的谎言。逃避，永远不能解决任何问题，只能把它埋进心里，直等到爆发的那一刻。
老实说，头一个月真不好过。可是我坚持了，去做我不甘愿做的事。
后来，我自由了。自由因为阿爸，自由因为当初我没有选择逃避，自由因为我成长了。
谢谢阿爸，谢谢某个她。
我现在开心得多了。 =)

25年前

昨晚，看了National Geographic。
我才知道，25年前的11月22日。President John Kennedy在游街中被刺杀。
25年前，一位伟人死了。25年后，我出生了。
我的生日是他的亡日。从此，11月22日对我有了非凡的意义。

又过了一个星期，来说说一下我的生活故事。

星期二那天，hearing class有表演的环节，我和三个队友做了应该是史上最短的练习，不到五分钟。lol


很多人一直无法想象我的宿舍是怎样的，于是就这里揭晓吧。先说一下哦，十个人睡一间。



星期三，A No生日，去他家小小庆祝。很久没有吃沙捞越风味的食物了。那晚，和他们一家边吃边聊。温馨无穷。


来了这里，教会生活依然。我爱去教会。团契等等我不愿无故缺席。这里是每一个星期让我最开心的地方。

每一个人，每一个友情，因一个缘故凝聚。


几乎每一个男人最帅的时候，是他们认真的时候吧？我是很认真地拉提琴。


接下来是我所拍摄的collection。很lame的，哈哈哈。


猫的哭笑不得？



1973



一个人在食堂的烛光晚餐


友情。同窗。

丑小鸭

我身在让我自觉相异的学校，
我看见自己似乎不如别人，
我一直看着自己所没有的，
我是他们中间的丑小鸭。

今天，传道说了故事。
才发现，

我身在一个全新的功课里面
我应该看见自己的独特，
我其实也有别人所没有的，
我是故事里的丑小鸭啊。

我属于上帝眼中独特的。

乱七8糟 A Big Mess

曲Music : 陶喆David Tao
词Lyrics : 陶喆David Tao / 李焯雄Francis Lee


一转眼八年就过 改变真多
我的家是这里吗? 请告诉我?

口袋的钱哪里去? 什么你都买不起
你找的工作在哪里? 你不过只是个数据

是谁在抹黑谁? 谁最大声觉得谁比较对
是谁又在A谁? 结论就是你是什么都没...

我的妈呀请你放过我 我们有什么错?
我的妈呀请你拯救我 难道你不爱我

(啦啦啦) 要这样来爱我 (啦啦啦) 你爱却爱死我
口袋的钱哪里去? 什么你都买不起

你找的工作在哪里? 你不过只是个数据
是谁在抹黑谁? 谁最大声觉得谁比较对
是谁又在B谁? 结论就是你是什么都没

我的妈呀请你放过我 我们有什么错
我的妈呀请你拯救我 难道你不爱我
(啦啦啦) 要这样来爱我 (啦啦啦) 你爱却爱死我

我的妈呀请你放过我 我们有什么错?
我的妈呀请你拯救我 难道你不爱我
我的妈呀请你放过我 我们有什么错?
我的妈呀请你拯救我 难道你不爱我

(啦啦啦) 要这样来爱我 (啦啦啦) 你爱却爱死我

什么理由？

理由......恩......讨厌虚假吧。讨厌价值观，讨厌面对问题的反应，讨厌样子，讨厌生活，讨厌习惯，讨厌前几个月所作的事，讨厌无知，讨厌没有立场，讨厌被当成玩具半年，讨厌成了很讨厌。讨厌过得若无其事，讨厌自己需要急症。

喜欢过去，喜欢死了的单纯，喜欢死了的用心，喜欢死了的意志，喜欢死了的忠心，喜欢死了的异象，喜欢死了的美，喜欢死了的温柔，喜欢那死了的温度手。

恩....国庆节快乐。

我和我的世界。

以后有机会就介绍一下我在校的生活环境.现在就带大家看看每逢星期五的seminar我在干什么吧。
首先，我是其中的Audio Crew之一。话虽这么说，但我改行了，hoho,^_^ 原因是队长太气死我了，于是决定下学期才正式发挥吧，哈哈，好像自己有多厉害这样。


这是他们的Proccessor Rack。这里的器材我看可以买一辆车了吧....老实说，地下那几粒东西我还不太清楚是来做什么的~~


我的音乐伙伴，J。瞧他扮鬼脸几得意呢，我还有好多张没有show而已。


旁边那位叫Kevin。也是我的音乐伙伴。我们都是吉他手，我最烂，lol。我刚才所说的改行就是加入他们操作灯光去了。

接下来要特别介绍一下这星期六在去吃晚饭的路程中看到的奇景。


是的，你没看错。这主人既然把世界第二大战的战机安顿在自己的家门前！!炫！



两只饿扁的猫猫寻食记。


这里是KK118饮食中心。已经成为我的长期目标了，嘿嘿。




这碗鸡饭套餐就是我爱上这地方的原因。只6.50！！！


下面的是在寻找灵感所拍摄的画面

题目：Jangan Bersandar di pintu.


题目：随身口罩

八月。

久违了。其实进来一看到点数提升那么多，心中燃起无数温暖的烛光，嘴角也不觉地弯了起来。

在这里的生活，如果能用一句话形容，那我也很想，哈哈。只能说短短的两个月，我成长了许多，看的，听的，学的，吃的，玩的，都很丰富。

至于心灵世界，也终算摆脱了。有的时候，不得不承认一些记忆是会死的。但记忆死了好过自己被憋死，没错吧？哈哈。

好吧，我会尽量找机会上网update update 一下的，既然“有人” 出声了哦， 那我也不好意思辜负了，哈哈哈。那这次就这样吧！再见了诸位！God Bless.

My Days

Days in ASWARA.

The future Stars.

Every magnificent view requires you to lift your head up.

Maybe due to pressure when climbing high in elevator?

The big picture is always the best.

It's a little worm in an old turtle's mouth.

This is what happens when you are lazy.

The Bird & Me.

My friend, Ben.

They are, my friends too.. haha.

This is the only one guitar of its model in Malaysia. Made in 1957. A Legend.

Mr Khair Latiff. The descendent of a Legend.

变

我回来了。近来还好。只是，不想说话。
我......变了吗...？

冰冻

等待。看自己的能耐。
看开。不一定就解开。
澎湃。其实一直都在。
奈无。使我学会珍爱。

原来我是把它冰冻了。
因为怕痛，因为不敢发梦。
深藏着在一块，用力学习爬出来。
如果不是祢，我早已不在。
如果不是你，我也不会爱 。

现在偶尔会开 冷藏的那一块
静静默默地捧在手怀
其实从来都不在，故他从不曾回来。

你看到什么？

有两个人结伴到山里去露营.
晚上睡一觉醒来,一个人问另一个人：

“你看到什么了吗？”

另一个人回答：

“我看到满天的星星，深深感觉到宇宙的浩瀚，造物主的伟大，我们的生命是多么的渺小和短暂。
那你又看到了什么？”

那个先开口说话的人冷冷地说道：

“我发现有人把我们的帐篷偷走了。”

只看星星的浪漫主义者，可能会冻死饿死；
而完全埋头于事务中的现实主义者，又是枯燥乏味的。
生活需要的是二者的结合。







我应该是会冻死的那个.....

博士与学生的谈话。

刚刚收到一封很有意思的电邮。

A VERY INTERESTING CONVERSATION

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has
With GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student ha d no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD , Tasted your GOD , Smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.


NB:

I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein.

就是这个，一大堆的又来了~

去Jusco买菜。


太少拍到自己了，所以拍了一下。哈哈


星期三去美意那里，才知道有免费羽球场！！当然要打啦！！哈哈，于是美意和“阿婆”陪我打



之后，就去全马最长的夜市，爱上了那里的中国汉堡~~


另外，在星期五的时候，终于买到了！！ Keyboard Pedal!! 哈哈，这下有好发挥咯~~

RM73。有的换polarity的，其实不错。


星期六，雪玲带了三位同学来一起做素食Popiah。

从整体来看，还是我老哥做的最好，哈哈。



今天，终于要去ASWARA一趟了。这是他们给的列表，通知说要带什么什么的。一路在地铁看的时候，不知为什么觉得好像生命调查表，勾勾岔岔，看你合格吗？


还好在天堂的路中不是这样多路牌的。


去逛了逛街，瞧我看到什么，哈哈。这里是慧婷的天堂。



买了一本书。有机会一定和大家分享。