泄气～

凌晨一点多。
工作结束了，回到家里休息。
心情莫名的沉重。

想着，
这个月本来有的场又被取消了。
不是埋怨上帝，只是有点疲惫。
收入不够，还要解决哥哥留下的债务。
还有那两位跟我讨债的人。
没有讨厌他们两个。只是我真的没有钱。
唱歌的时候，只有拍档有鼓掌，我没有。
没有生气。只是反而对自己有些些失望。

积极的生活，
总是会有反面的进攻。
今晚，就让自己泄一泄气，
然后祷告，再睡觉。

.......先上网，再睡。
....可能看戏一下。

Dreams

Sometimes,
Dreams are just beautiful...
She's beautiful in the dream.

I wish i wouldn't have to wake up,
or I wish that is the reality that i'm waking up to.

your smile, our  laughs,
your eyes, our times,
you probably wouldn't know,
that this is the first time ever,
you came into my dreams.

But it's just a dream.

I am grateful for the beautiful dream.
Even when reality seems distinct.
But that shouldn't stop me from being happy.
Cos whatever it will be, God Reigns =)