Tuesday, April 29, 2025

恩典之路

谢谢Mandy甜美的声音。=) 当然不忘了伟乐的伴奏,还有Grace的翻谱,哈哈。最后,谢谢晓惠的拍摄。
(每次看,都有鲜花插在牛粪上的感觉。我的脸好大哦。=S)

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

You

Everyday, i learn to forget about you.

your smile, your voice
your spirit, your character
your tenderness, your earnest
your plainness, your singularness
your stance, your belief
your hair, your eyes
your everything

But when i meet you,
I had to start all over again.

Monday, December 22, 2014

What do you see






WHAT DO YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME?












Sunday, December 14, 2014

消失

暂时,

这里会是比较暗淡的颜色。

十二月,
不再是以往那样..
但改变的不是以往,
而是我自己


或许,太迟了吧

火车我已经上了,
旅程已经开始了,
下一站才有豆号,
不知道那时候大家会是怎样

现在,我会渐渐的,静静的走远
直到你们发现都是太晚的时候

我想,
可能到时我的世界会更加旷阔吧


我已经不知觉地习惯了一个人,
所以, 消失应该没有那么难吧。


原因,
太久没人问起,我也说不清楚了。

跟神摔跤的心情都没有,
接下来怎么样,先走着再看吧。

Sunday, September 21, 2014

爱上爱上别人的人。

         


































很傻。


















却无法自拔。

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

你们不认识的我

不喜欢看爱情片,

因为里面的故事总是离我很远。


不喜欢被问爱情事,

因为讲来讲去都没人懂。


不喜欢去想喜欢谁,

因为喜欢人不如去喜欢狗猫。


不喜欢“尝试”去爱上谁,

因为才刚开始想多认识点,总是被踢到远远。


所以,

我比较喜欢iPad,
我比较喜欢一个人吃饭,走走
我比较喜欢跟孩子在一起

我也比较喜欢赚钱,
因为赚多多钱,就可以去很多地方,做很多事。

我不是爱钱,
只是钱,不会拒绝我的爱。


Monday, August 11, 2014

Lonely singing.

I was singing.....

and they were listening.... in mute

the silence... made me realize

how lonely i am..... that no one is there to sing with me..


It was full of noise & laughter before i entered.

everyone is singing with each other

but as i sang my first song.....

it was but a silence.


i took a quick leave after my 3rd song,
a leave that was taken in an awkward silence.


Because my voice surprised people?

that may be the optimistic side of view.

But no more....

after so many years...

only to realize that it's the other way around.


i am like a freak.

i may be somebody..... and that somebody means nobody is beside me.

nobody is in the same world i am in.

i have be walking alone for years

watching laughters as if i am of the same world...

what a deception i made to myself.....



Thank you... for making me realize...

that for all these 10 over years...

i still haven't got anyone, who is able to sing with me.. in my world.





Thus,

i am a very lonely man.

Friday, June 27, 2014

深处的微声


好像,
站在辽阔的路上,
两边的地平线,
两旁的草地,
云蓝背后的太阳,
照射着荒漠的思路,

我始终摸不透,
爱情究竟是怎么样的东西?

走走停停,
跌跌撞撞,
起起落落,

我领悟了的,究竟是什么?

爱一个人,究竟.....
你怎么确认你是爱着一个人呢?

理性吗?感性吗?
癫狂吗?合理吗?
思念吗?自然吗?

问题淹没了我的把握的回答。


一路走着路,
视野向前,

偶尔停顿,
仿佛有深处的微声:

我讨厌妳,
但我无法不喜欢妳,
却不敢说我爱妳。

说完。继续步行。

Monday, June 9, 2014

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

没有人像你一样爱我



每个人都在找爱...

在人来人往的交叉口,几次插身而过,

幸福仿佛在手,却又溜走,

反复在犯错,一错再错。



没有人...... 像袮一样爱我,
总是默默供应我

没有人...... 像袮一样疼我,
总是留下最好给我

没有人..... 像袮一样懂我,
总是选对时候出现

没有人..... 像袮一样爱我, 耶稣..


幸福,从跟随袮开始。


Sunday, April 27, 2014

你选择留下什么?

部落格,
是一本厚厚的日记,
记载着回忆,
放映着过去。


你不会知道,
未来什么时候会翻开,
更不知道会被谁翻开

是黑是白,还是灰?
你的部落格用什么代表色?

今天,我拥有选择
可以写不开心的事,
但考虑了一番过后,
我选择不把它记载。

因为,
我听过一个故事,

把快乐的事写在石头上
让它流传千古年,
把不快的事写在沙滩上,
让它随风被吹散。

所以,
这个属于你的空间,
你会选择留下的是什么呢?

Monday, April 14, 2014

Life, and where it takes.

It's been a couple of years,
since those days are gone.

You never know where life could take you,
and that's the beauty of life.

Been trying to give as much as i could,
learning as deep as possible,
caring as long as possible,
for i understand that the great happiness,
comes from putting self aside for others.


Though there are times i felt lonely,
solitary has taken its seat beside me.
There are, times when i hope i am shared,
as i have kept this largest portion of love,
for the one i'll find her special.

But you can't just force it, can you?
So here i am,
still the same old me, for this part.

Even so,
I'm grateful for the other parts of me
no longer withheld by the same old.

Thus,
Another departing from the harbor
anxiously awaiting the next turn of life
for whatever it will lead to
I'm content enough to believe,
It's all in God's hand. 

Monday, December 23, 2013

难道

时常,会有人跑来问我:

“明竑,你可以做我的鼓手吗?”

“明竑,这星期可以打吉他吗?”

“明竑,你可以打贝斯吗?”




我都会笑笑地回答说:

“难道我可以说不要吗?”








其实,

每一次,我都是认真的.....

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

尾声

不知不觉,6 个月的微电影制作就快到尾声了。


现在的我,全速卖命地在赶最后的剪接。

完美主义又作怪,现在也变成了国宝之一。


感谢上帝,来到了这里

到时,慰劳一下大家,

希望这会是一个永远难忘的回忆。



*我写得很快,没有修辞,因为我还要继续赶剪接。  @.@

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Drifter

或许不该 太依赖现在

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

自由身

已经不关我的事了~~~~


看穿了,想过了,熬过了,

如今恢复自由身了。


妳的伤心,眷恋,什么啊什么等,

都不关我的事了。

很明显地避开我,对我不公平,

我也回妳一样的表现咯~

不过妳人很怪,在人家面前却装若无其事,跟我装熟

我倒懒得奉陪,不让还要打扫那些问号。


自从

被妳冷漠推开的时候,我明白了,

我再也没有必要浪费光阴在妳身上。



最后一个了,教会里的姐妹,

之前还抱一些希望,呵呵,


看来上帝说, 我给你的,不在这里,出去吧~~~

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

《永恒的爱》 预告片



终于出炉了。

昨晚做到凌晨三四点,终于能够准时面世了。


接下来,

才是真正的考验。


阿爸,

看袮表演了,呵呵。

Monday, November 11, 2013

跃蓝,再

啊...

来说明一下,上次说要离开的事吧~



其实,说穿了

是我觉得枯燥了。

圈子越来越小,世界越来越窄小。



融洽,固然是好,

只是,开始觉得我脚步不再前进了。


外面的世界很辽阔,

总觉得,还有许多事等待我去寻找

梦想,理想,爱情,冒险

日复一日,让我感觉好似被落跑在后一样,

陆续消失在前头。



曾经,
我是那么自然地流浪。

如今,
离开这抉择不再了然。

我当然还爱这个家,爱着大家...


只是,不禁会想..

是不是时候,

要再次放手翱翔了...?




Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Nothing.

The reason i do what i do,

is because it is the best thing i could do.

It's quite strange that i'm doing what i'm doing,

pretending to be someone i'm so used to be.


Maybe i was wrong,

thinking that i could handle this.

handle being a stranger to you,

handle the fact that i have to stay away in order to avoid worsen your burden

handle the pain that i have to constantly lying to myself




most of all,

handle being around you seeing you like this but will never be able to aid you.



I'm nothing.

probably was just another bug around you.